♥GLENNYS: crash and burn

Thursday, October 27, 2005

WATEVER! *burp*

Exam's over and i'm having da hollies now! Izint dat great! Ahhh..da taste of waking up late in da morning. No worries of sleeping late..talking to my baby on da fon=]...i love da hollies=]

Tuesday was my maths exam..hahah everything was chaotic..da girls in my class started copying each other asking for answers. Oh my gosh..since i had da chance..i too joined in da 'fun'. Couldn missed dat opportunity man. EXCELLENT job der. But yet again, i cant be dat happy..its not confirmed dat i would pass.hais=[ Fingers crossed here! Me don wanna retain wokey...argh..scary..woohoo..!!

Once again, im here at Kens place typing dis crap of mine. He's sleeping so i don think he noes wat im doing hehe..shew! Musa be very quiet LOL. I wen to skul today to collect my books in my locker..and my bag was freaking heavy lor! Sheesh..lucky he came to help. =] Oh i had dinner here too. Hmm..had a tough day, quarrelling and stuffs..=[ im sad..erm..but dat was jus now in da afternoon..now, im perfectly fine. Happy as can be=] Jus don wanna loose him.**dats all..
In my life ders jus some things dat i cant bare to let go..and dats *him*.. i cant possibly let him go jus lyk dat..

He's quite upset abt my frens and all..my classmates onli i hope. Jin Hao..if eur reading dis..i jus wanna say, wat eu did was STUPID! Yaya thanks for being a 'bro' and all but eu don have to lie to me and make me feel all worried and frustrated over something dat he didn say or do. Argh...
Hais..Ci Hui.. rem wat i told eu.. I wouldn wan to leave him, eu noe dat rite. Eu realli didn hav to scold him and all.. he doesn lyk dat..so jus try to understan. I can manage dis on my own. Thanks anyway. =]

Hmm.. as for me i tottali hav no idea wat da hell im gonna do for da entire holly. Most probably i would jus rot at home and i hope me and him can see each other hehe=] LOL
Dats it i guess.. me going back home soon..i think..
Hais its boring at my place so jus chilling here for a lil while more.

Hate me, Love me, Embrace me=]

11:20 am

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Lost and staring at tha ground i realize: "I am nothing".
Tears are streaming down my face and seeping deep into my wounds.

Im bored..so extremely bored..so hope eu don mind me writing dose crap over der.LOL

Hmm..had my science exam today..i was obviously so lazy and had no choice but to drag my heavy butt to skul..>_<. Erm.. exam was alrite i guess..i browsed through my textbook last nyt and guess wat..da last few pages dat i studied was tested. LOL. I think i will jus boderline pass..not very good but..at least i tried my best. HAhah ya rite! I can say dat again haha. Man i crack myself up..[lunatic on da loose]=/ hahah...

Yup! Tmr is my last exam..MATHS! Oh my gosh! One major headache der.. im totalli gonna go insane looking at all dose miserable numbers. How am i going to go through da paper tmr. I wonder.. I'll jus go insane..go mad...argh..help...!!! Need a punch..yup..erm..NOW! I would lyk it to be on my face please if eu don mind hehe..LOL see im crazie..and i haven even sat for da exam yet and im loosing my mind. I think im crazy! GO away!

Breathe in..breath out! Im releks now..i think=/

All the thing she said, all the thing she said running through my head, running through my head.. this is not enuf! Mother look at me tell me wat do eu see.. hav i lost my mind... **[was on while typing this crap]** LOLLOLOLOLOL i think its jus da song..

Hate me, love me..embrace me=]

2:46 am

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Finally!!! hehe its been 5 months since me and him have been together now...!=] So happy.. I love him to da max ar! LOL its true wokey! Muaks!=] together forever lol=]

Hmm...no skul today! Great! So slept late yest..well not really sleep la but can say so..den woke up at 10:30am cus my grandma noisy! I was feeling very lazy in da house..watched tv da whole morning. MTV la ofcourse wat other channel is der interesting to watch.

Den at 2:30pm..my grandma ask me to go collect something for her..hais malas sia but lucky my baby was der to follow me hehe. Thanks!=] So we went to Lavender to collect it...laughed alot and joked alot..dats wat so special abt it!=] hehe

It was oledi 6pm and i followed him back home and had dinner der too..sheesh! Malu siak! haha not use eating at ppls house dats why..hey don blame me im jus so embarrased. But da food was nice though.>_<>

Hmm..now jus using his com..going back home soon. Jus hope i get to see him tmr cus my nenek kind of pissed wid me..argh..but who cares..she'll cool down..i hope=/

Yup so i'll end dis stuff here..not gonna write any further.Dats enuf for a day hehe=]

Killing me softly!

12:50 pm

Friday, October 21, 2005

Hey ho...=] Been pretty sucky dis few days. LOL nah..jus joking. It has been great la! Had my literature exam today...4 papers gone and 2 more to go..WOHOO! Last 2 papers wuld be Science and Maths..den no skul oledi hehe=] SUPER!

Sori ar jus so excited man dats why im toking abt my papers. Cant wait for dis shitt to end. Oh and best siak tmr no skul! DOUBLE WOOHOO LOL!! Hmm... felt very hungry during exam today. Den cant realli concentrate. My mind kept wondering off olso...abt something..lol>_<>

Now me at Kens place..using his com. Lol.. he is too busy playing his maple.. lyk duh! But i love eu so much=]... Nothing to do at my place siak! Da adults in da house are killing me..my frens are killing me too..killing me softly and slowly..lol! Die Die Die!

Tsunami coming to S'pore rite. Shit i keep on thinking abt it siak.Don noe why. Maybe im jus too scared haha its funnie but its true. I need to wake up.. i think i've been brainwashed. *slap*

Haha i think i write to much unnecessary shitty stuffs dat eu all don need to noe already-_-

So long ppl and be prepared for da worst cus its yet to come...LOL [Shitty stuffs]

Jus waiting for a very special day to come hehe >_<>

Hate me if eu want

4:00 am

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Hey ya'll... its been awhile since i last blog. Hais jus been busy la. Alot of 'stupid' stuffs happen but who cares man.. i don. LOL.

Yup as eu can see i jus changed me skin..its jus for temporary la. Childish i noe...but yet again who cares..i don!LOL

I had my History exam today..damn difficult siak! I spend 3 hours studying for it yest. LOl yaya i noe..some of eu spent more tym studying rite..but 3 hours is long for me wokey!
I was so lazy to get up dis morning. Didn feel lyk going to skul..but yet again its exam day and i cant miss it.

I ended skul at 9:47am..lol to be accurate. Den followed Ci Hui back home to use her com. And here i am writing dis lor. Hmm.. after dis i think im going back home to study.. but den not sure la. Jus missing him badly dats all hais..

I guess i'll end here wokey. I hope eu all don have difficulty reading my post..haha ya i noe da words are damn small but jus bare wid it for awhile k.

[[Out!]]

4:44 am

Friday, October 14, 2005

ARGH!

All i need is someone to hold,

Someone to love...

Someone to cherish forever..=[

I didnt mean to hurt eu!

I didnt mean it to be dis way..

I HATE MYSELF!!!!

Now everyone hates me...

I got no one to turn to..

No one cares for me anymore.

Im nothing in dis world!

Im jus so sorri=[

I realli am...sob2...

[[Kill me softly]]

8:45 am

Monday, October 10, 2005

I want my hp back!! =(.... Hais.. I miss my hp [but missing *him* more la]. My freaking fon was confiscated on sat cus i wen back home late. I mean c'mon its onli 12++pm LOL! Hehe is dat late?? LOL. So den i suffered alot la yest..cus i didn hav my fon and i missed my baby sooo much! I wasn able to contact him or anything=). Its triple da sadness eu noe... argh!

Skul today was alrite i guess. Dis guy in my class had porn video clips in his fon 'Japanese teacher' and 'Japanese skulgurl'.
Wah piang eh.. da so called 'innocent' ppl da i knew for 2 yrs now has all turned into a 'maniac' hahaha!!! Dey were lyk so interested and engrossed in watching dat disgusting 'stuffs'. YUCKS!!! Not forgetting da gurls too, wat da!!! Wat happen seh? LOL. Hais i onli hav 3 words to say..EU DISGUST ME!!! Dey jus crack me up siak! -_-

WOW! Malay lesson was da best=) My teacher is oledi on mertanity leave so i wont be seeing her till da end of da year..hehe so long and good'bye' Cikgu Nor!=) I hope eu get pregnant again next year! Help da government as well as S'pore wokey *wink*. At least eur doing something useful-_-
Den...i missed maths lesson today hehe. So happy lor. I had to be excused to see my skul counsellor and get a 1hour of BORING councelling. I was lyk struggling to keep myself awake. And da best part was, my counsellor's always laughing at he's own joke lor. Kakaka!!! Dats funnie! Stop it alreadi..eur jokes aren funnie at all Mr Dore! Eu are da funnie one..its good enuf for me=) At least it kept me awake for a few..sec..LOL!

History was freaking boring...i mean da subject is lyk starting to bore me lor..Guess i'll be taking Geography den=/.
Hmm.. i think dats abt it.. dats my morning lor. Nothing much.

Im going back home now and spent my boring afternoon and evening alone..without my hp..without my *baby* Sob2.
But don worry=) I'll call eu aight! Hehe..Its not da end..its jus da beginning.>_<

Quote of da day: Love is like a piece of art work,
even the smallest bit can be so beautiful...

[[Bite me]]**not

6:03 am

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Sickening...selfish...heartbreaking...arghh.. im hungry now! hais..=( I need *eu* here wid me!!

Slept for jus an hour yest..4:30am to 5:30am..
Couldn keep myself awake during class...plus my eyes are red [parasite]LOL
Oh me eyes were swallon too.. but lucky not dat obvious..onli 2 of my peeps manage to spot my tiny eyes looking different.
All cus of yest... im jus happy eur back wid me now=)
Played basketball wid Cassandra and Mei lyn during PE.. unfortunately CiHui didn turn up for skul today.
Where are eu gurl?? Don wanna study oledi iziit? Eh jus finish dis last exam la and eur free to do watever eu wan oledi. Don sleep and sleep at home le.. wait eu become soo extra lazy den how to become a good mother in da future?>_< LOL
Take my advise..its always good [ya rite]!!

Maths was boring..as usual. So was english. But not during science period.. hehe cus i get to stand outside da class..haiz but it was onli for awhile lor! Cus i didn change into my skul uniform. I was still wearing my PE shirt..Lazy la!
Den after skul my class had extra History lesson. It was kind of fun [cus of da teacher]. Haiz..I Jus yawn during da entire lesson. Freaking tired ar.. but lucky i got dat *someone* to accompany..to keep me awake during da lesson. Thanks>_<

Now.. FRIDAY is here..argh..but so wat! Its not lyk im going anywhere..yup! No plans dis weekend. Jus gonna mug for me exam.. sibeh sian ar! Limpei kalikong Knn la! LOL [sori for da vulgarity]-_-

IM JUS BORED AND IM MISSING *EU* SO BADLY!

For *eu*

My happiest moment won't be complete,
If eu weren't by my side.

I am in love wid eu,
Eu set me free...
I cant do this thing,
Called life without eu here with me.
Cus im dangerously in love wid eu
I'll never leave,
Jus keep loving me
Da way i love eu loving me=]

** Im not jus a girl**

Quote of da day: To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

[[Im no fool]]**

8:10 am

Friday, October 07, 2005

Woke up late today..hehe to be precise its 7am LOL.
I slept earli yest as in 9:30pm but don noe why i woke up late today..hais. Dat goes to show dat i hav to sleep late everyday=)
Hehe.. den i wasted my time getting ready. I left my house at 7:30am..den reached skul at 8am. Didnt take my late comers slip at da general office cus i decided to jus sneak in to class by da back gate. Haha so i finally got into my class and i didnt get scolded for being late..isint dat great.=)

But den out of my stupidity, i decided to collect my slip aty da general office and shitt..dey asked me to call my granny argh... how worst can it get...my granny obviousli talked alot and she said she wanted to speak to my form teacher. SHITT!
Im lyk so dead ar! Help! Arghh...

Den.. during home econ, a bunch of fat ppl sat on da table and unfortunately da table broke LOL it was so funnie! Oh i was on top of it too hehe..
During english i had to stand at da back of da class boring siak. Cus i didnt do my work-_-
Science period, my teacher didn turn up cus he was on mc >_<>NO MATHS TOO!!
See i got alot to talk abt today..hais..still hav somemore but lazy oledi la. Now im jus so hungry hehe.. Dats it lor.!!

After skul, headed to Ci Hui's place den use her com till 5:30pm. Wanted to play maple but den no tym. Ci Hui was tired so she slept da whole tym i was using da com haha...sorri gurl! LOl. Thanks anyway. =)
I reached home at 6:30pm, lucky i didnt get scolding from my granny.. *phew* jus a bit of lecturing cus of my hp bill.
Hais, now my neck is really aching badly... Anyway, before i end dis post heres a lil quote from me to eu=]

Quote of da day: There is only one happiness in life, to love and to be love!>_<

[[Bite me]]**

11:30 am

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Hais..its jus another day.. another long and tiring day!
No mood to write abt my FUCKING day. Argh!
Im BORED!
But here is jus wat i hav to say...

I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way.
Unable to stop, it seems too wonderful,
but in the end there is not much but pain.
I allow this for some time, then I awake
and know that I am alive and the possibilities are endless.
Wanting you to taste my soul
and undeniably know that I am the one
and we are one to conquer happiness together,
unimaginably, the way you knew that we could
and will if you say one word,

Yes!

Your fear. Your ego. Your pride. They protect and also hurt you,
keeping you from what is rightfully yours,

Love.

The heavens will open up and the angels will sing in our praise

Because we chose.

Please don't be afraid, I am always here for you.

So...

Can eu give me another chance to
mend eur broken heart?
Cus im willing to piece together
What i had broken apart?

I noe we're both tired of broken hearts...
but it wont happen again.***i promise=(

I do hope eu understan dat eu are realli da one for me

ITS TRUE!

[[Eur one and onlii]]**

6:30 am

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Ya ya wat ever... had a stressful day in skul! Argh.... cant take it anymore!
Some things jus pissed me off...hais=( AND IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!!
FUCKERS!
Hate my life,
Hate my skul,
Hate living in dat pathetic house,
Hate my family and...
Hate my hp bill!!
Dis jus sucks!

I didn mean to be lyk dis.
No one made me lyk dis..
Dis is all me, me and me...
Argh... i need someone to slice my throat!
NOW!

Da world is going against me...
WHY?
Do eu hate me dat much...
Well...=(
Please...please forgive me=( sob2...
I may not be good at certain stuffs
But i will definatetly try my best da next tym.=)

Dis shitts killing me.
Sorry if eur reading dis miserable post again..
wat else can i do?..
Its jus muii! *bUrp*

[[Bite me]]**

9:30 am

Sunday, October 02, 2005

It has been tough dis few days...
Alot, alot of problems sia...
But lucky solve oledi..*phew*
My granny came back from filipin safely
and da best part is dat i didn get scolding frm her for loosing her sim card haha!!!
Im sooo lucky!

Hmm... my weekend kind of of sucked.
Haiz...didn do much.
Jus stayed at home...rot...and died...
My scv gave a bit of problem so i couldn watch tv. Sheesh!
Not forgetting, i kept thinking of *him*...=(
Couldn stand da pain any much longer...
Den i fell asleep..

Now im bored...bored to death argh!!!

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Kla..tmr is da start of a new week..
MUs start mugging now..
Happy fasting eu all...
Don tipu2 eur parents ok! Haha...

[[Bite me]]**

6:40 pm