♥GLENNYS: crash and burn

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Fantastic.. hehe=) Got out from class earli today..missed my boring science lesson. Isnt dat great=) Gotta get reaady for my dance performance after skul. I was lyk so nervous lor. My dance teacher were screaming their heads off cus we were taking our own sweet tym getting ready.

LOL! In the end it turned out great..hais [sigh of relief]

Oh my malay teacher was on mc again. Man its good having a pregnant teacher teaching eur class.

Kla to sumarise my day..
Its all crappy, crappy and loads of crappiness..
Den laugh and laugh and loads of laughter...

and all of a sudden...

Wat the...Argh.. WONDERFUL PIC eu hav!!! Sheese.. why don ue jus put all da same pic everywhere!
Yaya its nice.. cute la very CUTE -_- argh.. hais im so pissed!! PISSED i tell eu..[sob2]=(
W.H.Y??

Banging head on wall.. no its useless...

Oh da sorrow.....

**Tears of blood**

8:30 am

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Today was alrite i guess. WOw~! dats lyk da first tym i had ever said abt my day...LOL! Maybe bcus im jus so over excited dat my nagger is going away for a month..HAHAAHA iznt dat GREAT! Man, am i happy or wat! Woke up happily dis morning, bathe happily... den wen to skul happily too..i pratically did everything happily today hehe=) Den tolked way too much crap in skul abt dis and dat abt here and der. Oh Laugh alot too hehe.. den did something after skul. Which was beyond da skul rule. But who cares rite. Damn eu skul!

Hmm.. nothing much too write la actually..jus some bullshits.
Feeling very hungry now..i wanna mammam..LOL=) Can cook for me? [eu noe who eu are]*_*
See ya around bitches and hoars..[nah, jus kidding]

*BooBoo and Yogi=)*

10:00 am

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Hey 'dudes'..Hais, its been a long day for me. As eu can see, it started wid a bad morning..argh but WTF i don care. But surprisingly I had fun during PE..LOL..it was whacked i say. Making fun of teachers is soo 'FUN'.

Den something happened..something jus out of da blue came popping out of mind. I cant tell eu guys..sori, due to some unforseen circumstances. Its jus so horrible and terrible and so on so forth. UNBEARABLE!

Kla i try not think abt it too much...GOSH!
Wat a day..
Anyway, last day of da torturing week..so looking forward to sat. I jus hope i get to meet 'him'.. I wanna see eu so badly.

Hmm.. tym for some emo 'stuffy'..

Im trying, im trying
To lat eu noe jus how much eu mean to me
And after all the things we put each other thru and
I wuld drive on to da end wif eu
And i feel ders nothing left to do
But prove myself to eu and we'll keep it running.

~Bed of roses~

5:00 am

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

So here how my day started. Had a bad morning today...
Woke up so phreaking earli. Bad mood la ofcorse!! Hais... listen to some emo shitt on my way to skul.
Den i realise i didn do my maths hmwk. Wah! lagi fed up..but argh Fuck it! Who cares i couldn be bothered.
Den kena scolded by dis pathetic malaysian teacher of mine. We had malay peribahasa test today and she said she caught me looking at da guys paper next to mine. I mean wats up wid dat! Dat guy is jus as plain dumb as me.. i mean no offence la.
Den my semangat bola teacher shouted at me cus i talked to Dinah..hais next tym i will jus rem to shut my big fat mouth in class to avoid any lecturing frm dis man-eating teachers.

As usual, ate and ate..alot of chickens for recess and lunch till im lyk so sick of it *puke*.
Den kena bullied by dis small ppl in my class. OUCH!! It hurt la.. eu wan to see my face all bloated izit.
It realli hurts lor..next tym please don pinch my cheek again. Eu all pinch as though eur tearing a piece of meat from a dead animal siak!
Hais..den after skul, tolk and tolk to Dinah.. den felt a lil emo.

Kla wrote enuf oledi.. Am i lyk boring eu all.. Too bad la. LOL!

Hey im sorry if i had made eu sad or anything. Eu noe who eu are.
I jus wan to last dis FOREVER..eu get wat i mean.
Eu and me... we belong together. [[like eu said]][[wat i believe]]

~Unthinkable~

10:00 am

Monday, August 22, 2005

Jus another day..another horrible day. Woke up late for skul but den manage to reach in tym.
Heard something from someone dis morn and i jus felt so..hais..nvrmind. Not important aniway.
I feel so different now.. but im still trying to figure out wats da prob..
Izit me or izit someone.... i mus be out of my mind. Damn all eu FUCKERS out der. Dis jus isnt my day. Being very Moody now.... Why cant my life be jus,simple,wid no hatred and anger..hais.. I do not have GUILT in me..i repeat..NO GUILTS!!
My lifes a living hell..
Make me happy please...=(

~DesPerAte~

5:30 am

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Here i go writing abt my day... Started with a tiring nite last nite but surprisingly wole up early dis morning. Did da usual stuffs. Wen to skul early and guess wat, for da first period [P.E] my hp kena confiscated. Stupid teacher! Oh well, but in da end i got my hp back after skul. Erm... Jus felt so sleepy in class especially during science lesson.. boi! Does dat teacher stink! Cracking lame jokes is totalli not him..he tries too hard lol! How abt..get a life!
Argh..its difficult walking around skul nowadays with dat two blood-sucking DM's following eu everywer. Dey are jus EVERYWER! Its a torture i tell eu..hais.. die eu maggots!
I need eu here by my side...
NOW!!

~*bUrP*~

5:00 am

Friday, August 19, 2005

From day 1 i talked abt getting out
But not forgetting abt
How my worst fears are letting out
They said why put a new address
On da same old loneliness
Wen breathing jus passes the tym
Until we all get old and die
Now talking is jus a waste of breath
And living just a waste of death
Living in da same old loneliness
And dis is you and me
And me and you
Until we got nothing left....

~End of me~

8:00 am

Saturday, August 13, 2005

As days pass...
nothing has changed...
tym is really going VERY slowly!

Staring at da com...
.... thinking abt *him* at da same tym.
*hais*

Hatred still lies inside me...
Pathetic...
ARgh!!=/

Nothing much to write..
hmm..der is nothing to write abt aniway.
*cracking head*
[i][need][eu][badly]...
*tears*

~*poof!*~

6:00 am

Friday, August 12, 2005

Not been blogging lately..hehe busy la wat eu wan me to do. Alot of stuffs happen during da week... ders jus so much la, til i couldn be bothered to rem all of dem. Being EXTRA LAZY da entire weekend..sleep and eat dats abt it. COmplain alot too..hehe oh well dats me!=) Skip my dance class todae.. ate at KFC.. haha can eu believe dat!! OH my gosh.. pinch me! DEn da stupid song came out and blabla=?... Got back my lit and science test paper 2dae n guess wat, for da first tym i manged to pass without studying haha manage to beat Dinah too..kuang3~ mus be all planned eh=) dats abt it la..now jus typing dis thingy lor.. Oh well gotta go now.. read till eu sleep! (EXTRA::Argh... i hate....???!!!!! Why does it hav to be lyk dis?? Giv me an ans.. PLEASE!!! HELP!! HELLOO...HURTING ALOT INSIDE here!!!! PAIN.. i feel PAIN! ARGHH.....wadeverrr=/)

~Don say i didn warn eu!~

9:33 am

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Lifes a hell.. sitting in dat torturing room jus makes my head spin! Wild thots jus running loose. Not tamed at all.. Im here again writing this tragedy i hav..hais.. Miserable... and yet i felt something dat i have been longing for everyday. Something dat i need soo much. I feel lost... discomforts all around me. Wats der in dis world...Argh.. im jus full of...hais..wats da use..i realli do adore eu...and all i have to say is dat TRUST is realli imp!

~Lips are seeled~

10:00 am

Friday, August 05, 2005

Sub-cult fantasy,vampire love
A carnal sacrifice of da virgin dove
In da midnite court i scent eur blood
Innocence drowning in da flood

Tonite i wan eu in my arms
Its not da end..no
Tonite I'll place eu safe from harm
Its not da end..no

Victorian reppression, i fantastise
Chromium lips n mmetallic eyes
Da reverse cowgyrl death defies
Virginal sinners tell sadistic lies

Soul searching on eur knees
Da time is always noe for eternity
Black death market uniform
Submit unto my kiss n u'll be reborn

Tonite i wan eu in my arms
Its not da end, no...
Tonite i need tu feel eur charms
Its not da end, no...

~Submerged in eur arms~

1:39 pm

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Its been realli a busy week for muei so i realli didnt hav da tym to update dis shitt. Oh well.. alot of *intresting* stuff happen both in skul and outside skul. Haiz.. der is jus so many things on my mind now. I don even noe wer to start.

Well I wen out on Sat wid som of me fren to town and cityhall den som punks sebok.. argh!! Irritating garbage.. Den Sun, cabot frm my church ppl n wen to town wid muei beloved... but unfortunately i was lyk so sleepy dat Sun lol..saw me bro der n we tried to run away frm him *hahahah* PHUNNIE! Oh and i sabo shift..as in i didn go to werk..hais lazy la.. eh dose who werk from me beta don tell this to anyone!!!!

Mon i didn go to skewl.. Fortunately i fell sick. Was down wid soar throat and gawd noes wat worst things i hav inside me body.. Hehe den my classmates came to *visit* me.. i was lyk still sleeping sia! Are eu insane.. i look lyk crap. ARGH...geez.. but anyways thanx ar haha so sweet of eu all.. wah even offered to help my father cook and mop da floor kakaka.. not bad.. thanks alot! Den met up wid Ken.. hehe and so on and so FOrth!
Tue is wat i lyk to describe as a BLOOPER dae haha so many idiotic stuffs happen..hais its jus so funny! Oh den met Ken again but dis tym i brought da *lil gurl* wif me..hehe we wen to lot1 and yadayada..

Hmmm.. den today.. nothing much happen. I totalli was lyk blur during dance.. everything was jus going so fast. Argh.. now suffering from body aches! Hais..=(

~Death Cell~

10:20 am